It's what you said.

It's what you said that night that inspired me to continue and not quit. You were so confident.....You absolutely had no doubts.......You already know that it will eventually happen. You gave me goose bumps. You gave me a gift.....and then you left. Now I'm stuck with all this inspiration relying only on my bike,dollar and a dream. Thank you.......On a side note......... Your a God damn fucking magician.

School

1. You have me with bags under my eyes.
2. My majority of time is spent on you.
3. You ensure me a place in life after I am finished with you.
4. You require many years of my attention, commitment, and attendance.
5. You never seem to end.
6. You frustrate me.
7. You confuse me.
8. You amaze me with your knowledge.
9. I find you interesting.
10. Fuck you.
11. Thank you.

I am not the smartest guy in the world. I am not the dumbest guy in the world. I am not the fastest guy in the world. I am not the slowest guy in the world. I try OK....I try. I will finish you. But at my pace. It takes me a while because that's how I am. My motivation is there. But please....bear with me.

Negative and Neutral

So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and......... I ask myself... "WHY THE HELL AM I FEELING SO NEUTRAL OR PERHAPS SLIGHTLY NEGATIVE ABOUT THINGS?" I am always one to think positive no matter what the situation is. Now a days I just get this grimy feeling and all I want to do is act weird. Why? I don't know why. But I will put a stop to this... In second thought... Maybe Ill just ride this feeling through.

On another note...

Miami. Yes, it is fun. But I need to venture out of you like yesterday.

BIZ

I got to meet the Biz Markie as I was randomly strolling around south beach Tipsy at 2 AM. Interesting how it happened too. Thank God Melz recognized him. He had on a shiny silver dog tag that said "BIZ". Honestly dude looked horrible, but who cares. He's still awesome.

A battle buddy.

A battle buddy is more like a ride or die person to me. I don't really care what we do but as long as we do it. Those particular breed of individual's are very hard to find. I am glad I have one....but I feel like I need more.

Repetition

I know I have the potential and ability to do it.....But.....why do I lose motive at the end. How do I stop this? How do I cure this? How do I stop talking about this and actually let it happen?

So recently I've been feeling really hungry after my long work outs. I finally found an explanation!

Hunger After Long Workouts

HATE

I hate the bro culture and I hate Tools.

Publix.

So as I was shopping today at Publix of Tallahassee(rated by playboy with in top ten spots to pick up girls) and I decided to take a little walk through its "Green Section" and to my surprise it wasn't that expensive at all. I remember always hearing talks about how expensive going green and purchasing organic food was. But I honestly think it was quite affordable to a middle class income type of family. I generally rarely go to Publix to do my grocery shopping due to my low income budget living as a college student. I rather do my shopping at Wal-Mart because of the ridiculously low prices on groceries they have. But any way, while I was shopping there I purchased numerous of "Green" types of foods including 2 green Publix groceries bags. I was so happy that I didn't have to return home with a shit load of plastic bags scattered every where.

On a side note, I had a small conversation with the cashier about the whole green thing, and to compete with other upcoming organic Green supermarkets such as whole foods the cashier informed me that Publix is also making another branch of supermarkets that sold strictly only green organic products.

http://www.publix.com/wellness/greenwise/stores/Home.do

Farewell Tallahassee.

So I will be returning to Miami as of Sunday May 3rd. At first I was ideally excited to return to the city that I had grown up in my entire life but the more closer I get to the moving date the more I realize how much I really do not want to return. The more I realized how much I don't want to go back to hanging out with the same people doing the same things I did time after time again. I'm done with all those past experiences. Now I want new ones. I would like to start all over again just like how like I did when I first moved to Tally last fall. Moving to Tallahassee was the best decision of my life. Tallahassee isn't that bad of a city if you look past the city's lack of culture besides that of the whole genuine "college experience" and its dullness of being in the proximity of the state capital. I just wish that I had better roommates and a car. Things would of been most definitely a lot better to cope with.

I'm going to miss my first apartment.